missing yOu

Emma Aman Shah on Tuesday, 11 January 2011 at 22:33

a wish, a note, a little greeting,
that comes around me every morning,
is something now i've found as missing,
to brighten my day, which else is daunting..
or am i now overly demanding?
on time of others, not me, belonging,
attention, whom of that i'm seeking,
giveth now, no longer willing..
i know not why the silence ring,
so loud, so cold, so much, it's hurting,
if i have faulted you in living,
tell me please, you'll forgive on my dying..
for a kinship lost is not what i can bear,
my life to continue in despair,
my journey, without you to share,
at the end of it, without you there..


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Rahim Ab.Rahman ‎.
KuRindu
alih rasa: Rahim Ab.Rahman
pada Khamis, Januari 13, 2011 at 9:30 pagi

Lirik, manis senyum, segaris sapa,
Sering berlegar (tanpa lepas) saban hari,
Kini telah bubar hilang,
Yang bisa menyeri kusam dan kusut diri…
Atau akukah yang keterlaluan menagih perhati?

Adakala, bukankah kita memiliki dimiliki,
Dambaan rupa sentuhan rasa,
Tiada lagi kuperoleh kini…
Mencengkam membingit sang sepi,
Maha hebat, terlalu dingin, pedih, luluh seluruh.

Seandainya aku bersalah ketika hayatmu,
Leraikan, ampunkan aku disaat geringku,
Kehilangan kasih yang tak tersanggupkan,
Menggelepar aku menyulam arah,
Dagangku tanpamu menyatu,
Dipenghujung garis, tiada kau meraikan.

I feel you. It still hurts and bleeds, does it not? Now I understand the silhouettes of your profile!