wondering

Emma Aman Shah on Tuesday, 25 January 2011 at 01:14

:
Wonder who you really are
Are you like the twinkling star
Diamond-like and shiny bright
Hanging in the sky at night?

Or are you like a lullaby
A soothing sound to hush my cry
When i am sad all on my own
You're there so i won't be alone?

Thoughts of you, they make me ponder
The reality of which, when you are near
And yet so far in flesh and presence
Are you for real, when there's no essence?

Is it just my mind, my senses resist
Alluding me to believe that you are here
But who are you, do you really exist
I doubt myself, though i feel you near

If you really are in form and feel
Show me yourself, and make it real
End us this torture of silent guessing
Whether a link is worth rekindling

missing yOu

Emma Aman Shah on Tuesday, 11 January 2011 at 22:33

a wish, a note, a little greeting,
that comes around me every morning,
is something now i've found as missing,
to brighten my day, which else is daunting..
or am i now overly demanding?
on time of others, not me, belonging,
attention, whom of that i'm seeking,
giveth now, no longer willing..
i know not why the silence ring,
so loud, so cold, so much, it's hurting,
if i have faulted you in living,
tell me please, you'll forgive on my dying..
for a kinship lost is not what i can bear,
my life to continue in despair,
my journey, without you to share,
at the end of it, without you there..


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Rahim Ab.Rahman ‎.
KuRindu
alih rasa: Rahim Ab.Rahman
pada Khamis, Januari 13, 2011 at 9:30 pagi

Lirik, manis senyum, segaris sapa,
Sering berlegar (tanpa lepas) saban hari,
Kini telah bubar hilang,
Yang bisa menyeri kusam dan kusut diri…
Atau akukah yang keterlaluan menagih perhati?

Adakala, bukankah kita memiliki dimiliki,
Dambaan rupa sentuhan rasa,
Tiada lagi kuperoleh kini…
Mencengkam membingit sang sepi,
Maha hebat, terlalu dingin, pedih, luluh seluruh.

Seandainya aku bersalah ketika hayatmu,
Leraikan, ampunkan aku disaat geringku,
Kehilangan kasih yang tak tersanggupkan,
Menggelepar aku menyulam arah,
Dagangku tanpamu menyatu,
Dipenghujung garis, tiada kau meraikan.

I feel you. It still hurts and bleeds, does it not? Now I understand the silhouettes of your profile!

Out of sight..

:
Are thoughts erased, or merely replaced?
Are memories lost, or simply forgotten?
Or do we only remember when we are faced
With situations, jolting one to awaken?

Nought i know why, you, I could'nt find
On that day, long ago, i can't recall
You slipped from me, my being, my mind
'Til in my trance I heard you call
My name, so sweet the sound, tho' just a whisper
But with enough soul to make me remember..

5th January 2011

Transliterated by a friend - Thank you, Im!

Rahim Ab.Rahman

‎...sekilas...
Digilirkah ilham yang terpadam?
Bubarkah kenangan yang hilang?
Atau hanya mengingati yang zahir terpampan
Searus keadaan menggoncang buntang segala ingatan?

Sepi, tiada kusedar kau samar kelam
Ketika itu, sesusup silam yang memudar
Mengkaburi diri, menyisih dari mindaku
Sehingga terbit khayal, ku kauseru
Namaku, lunak sapaanmu walau bisikan cuma
Namun serasa sepenuh jiwa, aku terkesima

(Honestly, it need refinement. But try I did in one go...)