Showing posts with label whimsy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label whimsy. Show all posts

Thursday, 16 May 2019

Tiba-Tiba Teringat Dia


--> Been a while since I last posted.  Though I have not quit writing entirely.... Wrote this a while back, in memory of a departed friend.  He was a lovely person, who had to leave earlier than most of us.  Let's move!  Have a good day,  everyone!  Much love to all!


Tiba-Tiba Teringat Dia


Tiba-tiba teringat dia
Terasa sunyi, hampir hiba
Pabila kisah lama terbayang
Sunyi hiba jadi hilang

Tiba-tiba teringat dia
Senyum meleret diiring tawa
Tinggi melampai, manis dipandang
Mengayat seloka, senyum memanjang

Tiba-tiba teringat dia
Budi bicara mengusik jiwa
Ucapan manis masih terngiang
Ragam dan karenah, tak lagi diulang

Tiba-tiba teringat dia
Susuk hayatnya sudah tiada
Tiada lagi mata memandang
Perasaan dan memori untuk dikenang



Emma Abdul Manaf : 2018 December 04 13:45 : Mines Lakeside

Tuesday, 7 May 2013

Maka?

atas nama kemajuan,
maruah digadaikan,
huru-hara diutamakan.
mana hilangnya sopan?
punah adab pertuturan,
keji menjadi sanjungan.

aku hairan.


sekian lama persahabatan,
asal usul tiada batasan,
kini jejas, dipersoalkan.
segelintir memberi alasan,
'collateral damage' efek perjuangan.
hak siapa yang kau juangkan?

aku geram.


jangan kau sentuh.
hubungan yang telus,
nan sekian lama berteguh,
mudah kah dilupus?

siapa yang diperbodohkan?
lembu dicucuk hidung hanya menurut kata
taksub diheret tuan
yang sendiri samar hala.

jangan bodohkan diri
mana akal fikiran dan hati?
tidak kah masih berfungsi?
tidak perlu kata keji
yang dilaung disana sini
tidak perlu ulangan aksi
mencela malam hingga ke pagi

perubahan boleh berlaku,
tapi dengan menghormati individu.

Sedih aku.



Emma Abdul Manaf * Tuesday 1345hrs May 7, 2013 * Subang One Soho


Rimas


Sudah terang lagi bersuluh.
Sudah lantang dan sampai heboh.
Sudah siang sampai ke Subuh.
Takkan mereka begitu bodoh?
Nak teruskan juga sehingga kecoh.
Aksi ulangan yang sudah lusuh?



Masakan kami tidak mengeluh.
Rimas!



Emma Abdul Manaf * 1230hrs May 7, 2013 * Subang One Soho
(Post-PRU13)

Wednesday, 16 January 2013

Many But None


I have words, many
But I am at a loss to say it right

I know what I want to say
But I fear it may come out wrong
I know what I need to say
But I fear it may sound too strong

To say that things will be alright
I don't really know for we haven't the sight
To offer the comfort of tomorrow
I can't guarantee we won't see sorrow

For once, I am subdued
My thoughts, confused
My speech, reduced
And I can only offer a slow smile

The hurt of today
I can't help but pray
That things will work out best, our way
And all I can say is it will take a while

Until the time when the words come out right
Until the time the pain subsides
We will continue to venture and explore
And through it all we will endure

We have to choose for how we tread
We are what we are from whence we were
From that distant past that we had shared
And through the all that brought us here


Emma Abdul Manaf • Kelana Jaya • 0920hrs Wednesday 16 January 2013

Tuesday, 8 January 2013

In Retrospect

And you wonder and wonder and wonder..
How much of it is true?
How much of it is really sincere?
Do they really care about you?

And I wonder and wonder and wonder..
And I wonder about you.


Emma Abdul Manaf • 1200hrs 08 January 2013. • Kelana Jaya

Saturday, 29 December 2012

No Hellos, No Goodbyes :)

We won't have an end
We didn't have a start
Where was our beginning
We somehow skipped that part

What would we've become 
Where would we have been
It would be interesting
To know what we'd have seen

We just dropped into step
Together in this adventure
I don't know if there's an ending
I don't think we need to measure

We'll just progress along
Taking all within our stride
Some pain, happiness, longing
Joy, sadness and pride

All that we share is ours
And all that we extend
To all that is around us
A love will never end


Emma Abdul Manaf • Pantai, Bangsar • 1030hrs 29 December 2012

Sunday, 8 July 2012

A prayer

It never is easy
To put on a front
That everything's rosy
That everything's fun

It never is simple
To keep a smile on your face
When someone's being feral
Without care or grace

It never is fine
When they just let things fly
And not toe the line
Yet expect you to comply

But I know in my heart
I will pursue
My faith is secure
My honour is true
My life in His hands
With His grace I endure
That I may go through life
With His blessings, forevermore


 ~ Have patience... You know who you are :) ~

Emma Abdul Manaf • Sunday 8 July 2012 0900hrs • Kelana Jaya

Friday, 29 April 2011

Tell her

Tell her

you miss the melody of her name
after all this while is she still the same
the girl who struck out on her own
venturing into the world unknown?

is she the same, you said you'd care for
'til end of time, forevermore
you'll cherish her, because you do
for eternity, you love her too?

you found her again, that's what you said
searched for years, you stayed to wait
for her to magically re-appear
into your life, to have her near

you loved, and missed her when she went
you pined for her, upon no end
but when she's here in flesh and soul
are you brave enough to meet and hold?

her hands, so soft, you remember well
but not to her, you never did tell
what was in your heart that time, before
she went away to the land of yore

is she still the one that you desired
the one whom you had so required
as partner to your beating heart
until the day that you depart?

if yes then tell her how you feel
however much you love her still
before she disappears again
and you would have loved her all in vain

another chance may not be present
to have a go at a slice of heaven
to tell her truly how much you care
and why for her, you'll always be there

tell her do, give her the news
just let her know, what's there to lose?
after all these years, you never told her
for all you know, she might just remember

how much to her your presence meant
when spending time together then
sharing laughter and the tears
amongst the sadness, the hopes, the fears

the feelings that she had for you
may have been what you felt then too
but since you never said a word
so off she went, free as a bird

so tell her now, while she is here
how much you care, and hold her dear
you never know what she will say
her answer might just brighten your day



Emma Aman Shah - Wed 27 April 2011 8:00pm
Edited Fri 29 April 9:00am

Saturday, 16 April 2011

Of Emotions and Elements

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Wednesday Apr 13 2011 at 20:31 via iPhone ·

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I've been given a dare
By a poet extraordinaire
Oh dear, what am I to do?
I have to deliver but I have no clue!

I told him, I'm sorry sir
I'm down with a raging fever
He said oh take care, but by 3pm, I hope
I'm sure you can write while you're high on dope :-)

Some words that he had given me
Must be used appropriately
I'm to utilise Halilintar and Hujan
Petir, Kilat, Badai and Taufan

Also there's Gerimis and Suram
Not forgetting Guruh and Kelam
Now, the real challenge has not been met
You haven't seen the rest of it yet!

Sinar, Terang, Cerah, Suria
Mentari, Gemerlapan, Kemilau
and Cahaya
Words portraying the different elements
Which can be used to describe emotions

The highs and lows, feelings of a person
Turmoil, passion, elation and frustration
So where do I start then, I ask you
When my prose is terrible in Bahasa Melayu?

Oh yes one more word, he tells me
For good measure, throw in Pelangi
I'm scratching my head more than enough
My kids are asking, Mama you have dandruff?

A disciplined writer, I never can be
I salute Pendita Rahim, who challenged me
The next time he says 'I dare you!'
I'll just go menyorok behind a batu...


:-)

Wednesday, 6 April 2011

Beloved

You are there with me no matter what,
during anxiety, fears,
excitement, my tears.
Constantly by my side
when I'm happy, gullible, sad,
idiotic and neurotically mad.
I love you always and forever...


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05 April at 13:48 via Mobile Web

Saturday, 2 April 2011

buat Ardhiya

Emma Aman Shah on Friday, 01 April 2011 at 19:48

Belum lagi tamatnya lagu
Masih punya rangkap hidupmu
Yang belum habis dinyanyi kamu

Selesai sudah rangkap yang lalu
Mulakan lagi dengan yang baru
Biar lagunya tambah merdu

Walau melodinya mungkin berubah
Tambah irama tambahnya indah
Agar seri menjadi murni
Yang lalu itu biarkan pergi
Fasa hidup jangan sesali
Indahnya ada, masih berseni

Nyanyikan terus lagumu, Ardhiya
Selagi Allah memberi daya
Teruskan lagumu kearah Ia
Akan aku iringkan du'a
Agar hidupmu diulit bahagia

Tuesday, 22 February 2011

good nite, peaceful nite

Emma Aman Shah on Monday, 21 February 2011 at 23:32

I haven't written for a while
But thoughts of you still make me smile
Remembering how, out of the blue
You'd send me out on an errand for you

Sometimes it'd be as simple as
Drop by pasar tani, get you lemongrass
Even if I had no intention of going
Refuse you I couldn't 'cos you needed it for cooking!

Either for masak pindang or asam pedas
It'll be something you do with zass
I'll always miss the asam pedas ikan merah
You cooked for me, soon as I'd jejak tanah

Knowing I'd wanted yours when I expecting
So far away when I was studying
You made it for me so I wont mengidam
Even though by then, the baby had come!

Oh memories of you make my heart sigh
The thought that already we said goodbye
I suppose the medication is partly to blame
Putting me in this state, making me call your name

There, of course, will be no answer
'Cos you are gone from me forever
But magically, some consolation for my heart
The bitter sweet remembrance of our being apart

Rest in peace, my darling sister
You were missed greatly by our mother
May she too rest in absolute contentment
I pray you both, together blessed in heaven

Tuesday, 25 January 2011

wondering

Emma Aman Shah on Tuesday, 25 January 2011 at 01:14

:
Wonder who you really are
Are you like the twinkling star
Diamond-like and shiny bright
Hanging in the sky at night?

Or are you like a lullaby
A soothing sound to hush my cry
When i am sad all on my own
You're there so i won't be alone?

Thoughts of you, they make me ponder
The reality of which, when you are near
And yet so far in flesh and presence
Are you for real, when there's no essence?

Is it just my mind, my senses resist
Alluding me to believe that you are here
But who are you, do you really exist
I doubt myself, though i feel you near

If you really are in form and feel
Show me yourself, and make it real
End us this torture of silent guessing
Whether a link is worth rekindling

Thursday, 6 January 2011

Out of sight..

:
Are thoughts erased, or merely replaced?
Are memories lost, or simply forgotten?
Or do we only remember when we are faced
With situations, jolting one to awaken?

Nought i know why, you, I could'nt find
On that day, long ago, i can't recall
You slipped from me, my being, my mind
'Til in my trance I heard you call
My name, so sweet the sound, tho' just a whisper
But with enough soul to make me remember..


5th January 2011

Friday, 3 December 2010

Whimsy 1 and 2

1
ditimbang bawang kira sekati,
...bawa balik simpan dipara,
.....campur gula dibuat jeruk;
dibilang abang senang dihati,
...bila adik jadi gembira,
.....kenapa pula abang merajuk?

2
i thrill to analyse
..other's feelings and thoughts;
but i feel it's not wise,
..so, meddle i will not.

Whimsy 3

feel sad, oh for sure,
when thine heart is distant,
and that i endure,
though thou may be hesitant,
to let the past go,
and i be forgiven,
so new memories can grow,
and all sadness forgotten.

May 2019, let's go!